ha kau! nk sgt kan? puas?

cam spentot giler~~~ bodos giler alasan!
kau yg buat salah pastu nk blame org lak! dah dasar ******** tu mmg kampung ar! lain kali jgn assume. tgk btul2 !

Ha Ha. Pathetic

some people might call it stupid for not speaking up. some people call it a coward. but why should you do the very same thing you hate other people doing just for revenge?
so i'll take the higher road and rising above. because i know that I'm wwaaayy BETTER than 'you guys'. So i won't go down to your level :D

ish ish ish

weird how people can be SO STINGY sometime. but when it is their turn to ask for our help they expect us to give all of it. eh2 sedap2 kau je kan...tolong la sedar diri!

NAK!!!

sape baik nk beli kan? :D
wahahahaha
cool giler! ;)

Alhamdulillah

berkat kesabaran dpt jugak :D lama giler kot kene tggu.
HAPPY :)
x yah beban kan abah mak dah <3

Till Later <3

Responsibility

I know it’s my job to always have your back. But I can’t always have your back, especially when it involves other people. If it only me than I don’t mind. I’m used to it. You’re on your own, you can’t depend on me all the time anymore. You decide your action so prepare for the consequences.

Batrisya Raihanah

22/11/10
6.28pm
3.38kg
Batrisya Raihanah Bt Mohd Azran



the cutest baby ever! geram!!! cu nk picit2 gigit2 awk! ;p
she's my alarm clock :D never fail to wake me up during subuh :D
today u r 1 week old <3

Till Later <3

Result! (June 2010)

i'm thankful enough with my result :)
even though there are few sub that i not happy with the grades...
but i'm happy with the overall result...the cgpa...but the two sub...ISH LA!
sabar je la....nape leh dpt tu...
Hopefully next sem i wont have to meet her again...

Till Later <3

Gun Gun

my two weeks holiday were wasted on waiting for gun gun...sabar je la...awk nie ngade2 kan! ;p
wahahahahahaha
hoping for u to come out SOON ok :)

seriously cuti kali nie x productive lngsg...all i did was sleeping, on9, watching grey's anatomy, one tree hill, reading e-book, sleeping, and sleeping...sleeping...sleeping....

BAPAK BOSAN WEH!

x de la duk umah je...ade je kuar jln2...but still....bosan! ;p

MARA & Final Exam June 2010

"Don't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. In the face we can lose in a day in an instant wonder what the hell it is that makes us hold it together."

Intro. To Corp. Multimedia

not just for that paper...for this whole semester - June 2010

Chin up.Put your shoulders back, walk proud, strut a little.Don't lick your wounds: celebrate them.The scars you bear are the signs of a competitor.You're in a lion fight.Just because you didn't win doesn't mean you don't know how to roar.

So Called Friends!

A person can only rise so high. Now I'm rising above, but there's a ceiling and I'm about to hit it.

Final Exam June 2010

rite now i'm battling against my self or against satan? ;p
wahahahaha....suh2...'ya Allah, tolong la kuat kan smangat chiky...nape lemah sgt nie? :( '

Done!!!

I'm DONE!
i just left to do CW notes...but i think i have time for that coz there's a day break b4 that paper :)
i'm done with research, crisis, CM & PD notes! :)
all i have to do now is read it, understand it, and memorize it :)
i'm going to bed now, then i'll try to wake up at 3pm and start study for RESEARCH coz the paper is tomorrow at 2.15pm :|

Till Later <3

Weeeeeeee~~~~

To Kaklong & Anis

Korang kakak yg sgt baik! :)
beli kan chiky nie:



ala...RM 63.90 je ;p


WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Before Sunrise

" you can do it chiky...just another 1 more subject...then all you have to do is read, understand and memorize bcoz all of it, is already in front of you. you will be done with the notes so after this your job is not that hard...YOU CAN DO IT!
bcoz after sunrise today you have to give your 100% attention to research...so you better finish the notes! "

AAARRRGGGHHHH....people always say they feel like butterflies in their stomach, i feel like i have butterflies in my heart...and i tell you it is definitely not a good feeling...want to know y? bcoz i have 4 paper straight...23/10 one paper...24/10 one paper...25/10 TWO PAPER...then 27/10 one paper...this is the worst yet! :|

Till Later <3

Thanks Aunty Suhila

not really a big fan of chocolate but since most of the chocolate have caramel in it...so i'm in heaven ;p
wahahaahahaha....

X5 & E-Book

Haih~~~ biler la nk kaye...nk beli nie!!!!
xpe2...another 8 months insyaAllah...then i'll start working...get my own salary...n buy these !!! :)
hehehehehe ;p
well the x5 is not that expensive so maybe leh beli if dpt mara...MAYBE...but e-book tu mmg kene tggu keje ar kan...x nk la dekat 1000 :|
the x5 is sooo cute...i know it is not iphone or blackberry or htc phone or whatever...but i'm never really a phone person...i settle with what i need :)
sorry deq...i know u want me to buy blackberry but it is just not for me
Till Later <3

Enough is Enough

You know, when you're little you can hide. Ignore the shouting, the screaming, pretend like you're some place else.
Then you get older, bigger you feel like you should be doing something. Something to stop it.
And when you can't, you don't know who to be angrier at your parent or yourself.
Usually it's yourself.

21st Birthday!!!

i am so HAPPY...even though there's no big celebration or what ever...i'm happy just to be able to reach 21 year old and be with my family bff n friends

Birthday wishes:
Mak Abah sihat, pjg umur & murah rezeki

Kaklong Azran dpt baby yg sihat...kaklong pon sihat...n dpt byk lgi baby ;p
pjg umo murah rezeki

Anis dpt jumpe calon suami yg baik ;p wahahahaha...pjg umo murah rezeki

family dak dons johorians pjg umur n murah rezeki

bff hope that our friendship last foever. pjg umur n murah rezeki

Friends pjg umur murah rezeki

Finaly for myself, "Ampunkan la semue dosa2 chiky...i wanna start fresh,insyaAllah. tumpu kan perhatian kat study...hope fully get great result...make my family proud" <3

Till Later <3

Research Proposal!!!

this is definitely a crazy thing to do...in 1 nite i need to finish the whole proposal...it is my own fault but whatever ;p wahahaha...i have only finish like what 20 % of the proposal ;p
wahahahaha...this is my timetable for tonite
11.15 - 11.45 = fill the questinaire
11.45 - 1.00 = chapter 1
1.00 - 2.00 = break (rite now ;p )
2.00 - 3.00 = chapter 2
3.00 - 4.00 = break
4.00 - 4.30 = chapter 3
4.30 - 5.00 = break
5.00 - 6.30 = chapter 4
6.30 - 7.00 = break
7.00 - 8.00 = chapter 5
8.00 - 9.00 = FINALIZE & PRINT

heee...keje giler...but what to do ;p i have class at 3 pm if everything is done and i not that sleepy to go to class i will go...we'll see how's thing 2moro ;)

October

this year October has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays. This only happens every 823 years.

I am

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad as it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colours
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try to figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
and powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
I'm haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

Friendship

as i got older i realize who my true friends are....
they might not always be there 4 me...but they will never really leave me.

mona n raisa, even though i don't talk to them every day or know everything that happen to them...they will always be on my mind...and i will always be there for them...i have known them all my life...hopefully till the end of time. we have our own unique kinda friendship that we cherish it so much.



same goes to biela...despite some thing that i dislike on what she did to me, but i will always love her and be there for her coz i know that she will do the same to me :)
she never take our friendship for granted.



adeq, she's like a family to me...my sister...even though there are time that i dislike the things she did...i can never hate her...



we always have expectation, in friendship too...we expect our friends to do this to do that...treat us like this like that...but we don't always get what we want...we have to make the best out of what we have...those 4 are my bff in the whole world...we might not always agree with things...we will always argue or what ever...but our differences that make us special...make us last this long...make the friendship something so beautiful...

after i had so much bad experience through friendship i learn to appreciate the one that are true

Till Later <3

:|

Leave unsaid unspoken

Friends

No, I don't depend on my friends
Cause they come and go
They won't always be there
I believe in MYSELF
Is gonna carry me through
That's why I'm learning...to only depend on myself

Till Later <3

Wish List

things that i want :D
since bday nk dekat nie kan ;p
wahahaha...
i don't expect people to buy it for me coz i want to buy it for myself with my own money :)




sony mp3 + leh gune kat bilik or bawak jalan2...coz die leh cabut dr speaker die...light purple cam lavander tu...sweet giler...



snowflake necklace :)
suke die white gold then pendek je...x nk pjg :)



question mark necklace, gold then pjg sikit dr yg snowflake necklace tu ;p



piece of puzzle necklace <3
paling pjg...gold...

then reason ade pjg pendek coz pakai skali pon boleh pakai asing2 pon boleh ;p
wahahahaha...

Pieces

The pieces don't fit anymore...

MIND 2010

the event ok la...but serious x leh blah alas meja n kerusi tu ;p
we have like 70 people kot...we could have been great but we're only okay ;p
Till Later <3

ish la!

cam taik tul!!!perangai cam hampeh...gie mampos please!
nyesal siot...chiky tau Allah x kasi putus kwn...x elok...jd chiky x kn putus kn but mmg x pat ar nk layan kau dah...x nk stu group ngn kau dah...harap2 next sem x de class same...tolong la...kurang ajar nye jantan!

:)

just because somebody flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you, doesn’t mean they want to go out with you. Just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. Because people lie, things change. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch. And there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall

weird people

mcm2 pelik kn manusia nie...sabar je la....
biler jumpe mereka2 yg pelik2 nie mmg bajet x wujud...
but the longer our journey the more knowledge we gain...
x kire la knowledge plajaran ke social ke life ke religion ke...semue la ;p
tul la org kate expect the unexpected ;p

Rite Now

chiky tau chiky x bersyukur ke ape ke...but seriously i'm hating my life rite now rite this moment :|

Got this from ika's Blog

http://partoffarah.blogspot.com/2009/03/back-to-days-when-we-were-toghether.html

seriously so sweet...i think he's a write or something coz it felt like reading a story book then reading someone blog ;p
while i was reading it i felt that the guy is so sweet but after finished it i dont know whether i believe it or not...coz it is too good to be true :| ( i'm not a big believer in <3 )
but if that kinda guy exist in this world i would like my 'future bf' to be like that :D heee
wahahahaha...

and i dont understand that 'fara' y is she like that? weird very weird...y does she only want to couple 4 3 days only then during that time she told him that she love him but if she really love him y break? or maybe she has her own reason rite...i'm only read one side of the story so i cant judge ;p

Till Later <3

Kimi

"Is that your ex?" "No, that's the biggest mistake of my life."

><>~!$^&@$#^

"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." - Ferris Bueller (Matthew Broderick)

"Calling somebody else fat won't make you any skinnier. Calling someone stupid doesn't make you any smarter... All you can do in life is try to solve the problem in front of you." - Cady Heron (Lindsay Lohan)

"Just because you're beautiful doesn't mean you can treat people like they don't matter." - Cameron James (Joseph Gordon-Levitt)

"If you were happy every day of your life you wouldn't be a human being. You'd be a game-show host." - Veronica Sawyer (Winona Ryder)

"We're all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that's all." - Andrew Clark (Emilio Estevez)

Random Things About Me!

~ i like to watch cartoon...love it...i know it's kinda childish but love it :)
~ i dont like to control what i eat...4 me that's 1 of nikmat idup nape nk sekat ;p if dah sampai x sihat tu ok la...better exercise then diet ;p
~ most of the time i hate annoying things or people ;p
~ i love my family so much
~ i do things according to my mood
~ i hate fighting n swaktu dgn nye ;p
~ i like to keep my feeling inside instead of sharing it

smbg later x de idea ;p

Graduation Photos

Villamaria Kindergarten 6 years old




SMKP2 p9 High School 17 years old




KLIUC Diploma in Corporate Communication 20 years old

Took This From Kak Cahaya

"sorry for being selfish and inconsiderate, because i don't have a life like yours."

Beauty & The Briefcase

LOL :D
U just made my day :)
thank u <3

People!

tbe2 rase cam bengang giler...
rase sakit ati giler ngn status2 org...giler x sedar diri...kat status bkn main kutuk org perli org cam die bgus...but they used to do the exact same thing....wth???
chiky pon cam tu gak...tau x perfect...that's the reason y i dont really show my anger or any negative feeling in my status....buat malu je...cam dorang x tau history chiky...bkn nye baik sgt...
rase cam lawak giler biler org tulis pasal kene fitnah ke ape ke...pastu ckp Allah maha Adil la...doa makbul la...tolong la wei! kau pon buat org kot dlu...so x yah bajet baik sgt leh x?
mase buat org x igt...biler kene btg idung sndr bru la nk sedar....
we're all human being...not perfect...we did or will do a lot of mistake...so x yah la over sgt biler jd mangsa tu...biler jd 'pmangsa' x la pulak nk sedar diri!
bengong!

Till Later <3

My Study Buddies :)

thank u so much 4 ur jasa!
i could not have score & survive the U life without u guys <3
really thankful ;)





Laptop Anis...Been with me since first sem of dip :) till first sem of degree...then it's broke...but i still love u :)



Printer Anis gak...been with me since first sem dip till middle of 3rd sem degree :)
<3



Hard disk - Alexis
Laptop - Danish
Printer - Adam
<3

Alexis have been with me since semester 7 of dip ( dean's list sem 5 present from abah)
Danish have been with me since 2cd sem of degree (graduation & pointer 4 last sem of dip & first sem of degree from abah)
Adam have been with since 31/08/2010...mine, abah bought it first 4 me then when i reveice my MARA money i need to pay him back ;)

Till Later <3

Little Things in Life that make me Happy

Me !

I'm a woman. I eat. I have curves so deal with it! :)

"Dumbing Down our Kids" by educator Charles Sykes

RULE 1: Life is not fair; get used to it.

RULE 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

RULE 3: You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice president with a car phone, until you earn both.

RULE 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn't have tenure.

RULE 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping; they called it opportunity.

RULE 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

RULE 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills; cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parents' generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

RULE 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life has not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades; they'll give you as many times as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

RULE 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. Do that on your own time.

RULE 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

RULE 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

:)

" You’ll never find the right person if you don’t let go of the wrong one "




Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.



1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.



2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.



3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.



4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.



5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...



6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.



7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.



8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.



9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.



Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.



Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..



PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA




We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.