wahahahahaha....just went through my old album...my old myspace acc...miss those moment so much...wish i could go back :(
life getting harder as we grow older...i dont like it :(
i want to be kid back...to the place where there's no worries problems tension~~~
i used to hate high school so much...i rarely go to school...in a week i would at least skip 1 day of school...i dont do stuff, like smoking or drug or what ever stupid things teenagers do during high school ;p
i would just stay at home and sleep n watch tv n on9...those stuff... i hate high school to that extend ;p
hang out with friends that's fun i just dont like some of the teacher & some of the subject & i hate homework so much...i never do it, i would just copy it from my friends in the morning :D
but to think back...i miss it so much coz i like the way that high school dont pressure me as much as college did...i mean during high school i couldn't care less about guys or being popular or peer pressure or the need to score upsr pmr spm ;p
i would just have fun :D
but now...
GOSH~~~
AAARRRGGGHHHH~~~
i feel like the whole world is on my shoulder...about friends who you can trust & who u cant...about pretending or being hypocrite just to survive in this cruel world...about guys (hah! ) about scoring, maintaining good grade so that i wont let my parent down....about the future...about money...about others responsibilities...
i know im waining there's are others who are in worst position then i am....i try to live a happy life simple one...n i will try not to tension my self so much and take one step at a time...enjoy the little things...dont ever take things for granted and just go with the flow...i wont get everything i want but that's not the end of the world...life is not perfect, it's messy :)
my result will come out this tuesday :( i had a bad dream about my result last week...i hope that dream wont come true...Please :| i'm so scare coz this is my first sem for degree :(
hopefully i get a good result :)
Till Later <3
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